Back to Utah

Heading home right now on a plane..by myself! It's definitely weird, and somewhat boring without Toa, but peaceful and stressless :) i cant wait to see my baby! I still have about 5 more hours til' I'm in SLC! UGH why does Florida have to be so stinkin' far?

It was really hard to leave Ray today. I think moreso now because I know how it is not to have him or Toa around during the day and just be by myself. When Ray was at work, I tried focusing on resting and 'me' time, but it's lonely. I am happy he keeps really busy at work though and is so exhausted by the time he comes home. Makes it not too bad. He gets to come home in 12 days for a week for bye week! YAY...I'm so happy about that..I have my ultrasound and checkup tomorrow morning. I cant wait to see the boys and check everything is ok. They've been moving like crazy and my belly is HUGE. My belly button disappeared sometime last week. I hate pregnant body though. Everything is just gross! Haha..just being honest! I have MORE stretch marks. I didn't think that was humanly possible to get stretch marks ON existing stretch marks. I can't imagine how much bigger I am going to get in the next 8 weeks. :) I'm not complaining, just stating the facts! If me being as big as a house constitutes my twinkies being big and healthy, so be it.

I've missed Toa so much this week. I think I sat and cried on Skype a few times with him. He doesn't care though..he looks like he is having a blast. I am so grateful for my family taking such good care of him. It isn't easy..but Ray and I definitely needed that time for ourselves. We had such a great time together. Lunch dates, dinner dates, movies, afternoon naps, watching whatever we wanted on TV, shopping, holding hands, kissing, everything without interruption..it was really relaxing and nice to just be us again, but I promise we watched videos of Toa and looked at his pictures 70% of the time ;)

I am excited to get back to the Fall weather. I hear it is so nice in Utah now. It is still hot in Miami. 94 when I left. The humidity isn't as bad, but it still gets pretty muggy. Dolphin's are 0-2 right now. Not a good start :( but hopefully the season picks up or it is going to be a long season. Ray hasn't played, maybe that's the problem lol..hopefully he gets some playing time here soon, I swear, it is so frustrating to sit and watch these guys screw up over and over..but what do I know? :)

I'm starving..still another 1.5 hours til we get to Denver! Then an hour layover then another hour flight..can't wait to land! I don't think I will be traveling for a long while, I can't imagine doing this flight with 3 babies. No thanks! How much are chartered private jets?? Just kidding...I wish!

I have a lot of blogs to catch up on..my parents came down and my Uncle Floyd. As well as Ray's cousins, so I have those blogs to catch up on. Our 3rd anniversary is around the corner as well..I can't believe it has been 3 years. We celebrated early yesterday and had a great time.

Ok, I am going to try and go to sleep! :)